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Hello friends. It is I, Mari, and I have been popping back up on this website.
I wish I came under different circumstances but sadly, this is the reality. Last night, my cousin Lucy was driving home from work when she lost control of her car and ended up on the other side of the freeway. From what I know, the EMTs were quickly on the scene but they didn’t make it to the hospital. Despite all efforts to keep her alive, she didn't make it, and passed away at the young age of 23. She left behind two little children, three siblings, a strong-willed mother and many devastated friends and family members.

Funerals are expensive and we don't have very much money. Everyone in the family was working hard just to keep the family afloat. This is why I've come on here to ask for you financial and emotional support. Angel, Lucy's younger brother, has started a GoFundMe page and it would be great if anyone could donate whatever they could. And if you don't have the financial means, that's ok. Simply share the page and spread the word so that we can get more supporters. Please share and/or donate at this link. Anything helps.

That being said, remember to hug your loved ones, and tell them that you love them. Even if you're mad or upset about something. Get over it for just a couple seconds and tell them how much they mean to you because this may be the very last time you see them.

Thank you for your time and your support.

I love you all so much.

Mari~


www.gofundme.com/2muvd…

Hello from the other side (of the screen)!
Just checking in and giving you all an update on basically everything.

So, first of all, I would like to apologize for my lack of uploads. I couldn't finish taking pictures of my scrapbook because my camera's battery is dead and for some stupid reason, the charger isn't working. I may have to order another battery and/or charger, once I figure out what the problem is. UGH.

Secondly, I need to do some chibi's a promised to a certain someone about a year ago. I never got around to finishing the drawing because it was around the time we were moving and the file got lost in the deep dark abyss that is my desktop. So I have to redo that again and upload it as soon as I can.

I've been thinking about writing again. I tried it once a looooong time ago, but I lost my inspiration and decided not to finish the story. I still don't know why. Maybe it was because it wasn't going the way I wanted it to. I mean, I have the whole story outlined but I couldn't really think of an ending just yet. I guess I could finish the story now, but I'm not really in the Hetalia fandom anymore Long story short, I think I'm gonna start writing reader inserts again, but this time, I think it'll be for other fandoms like Supernatural, Sherlock, The Walking Dead, etc. _{Wow I just remembered I need to finish OUAT.}

It's been about three weeks, gonna be four on Thor-sday, since I got braces. I can finally eat solid food again. I would just like to take this time to give a shoutout to everyone who has had these demonic pieces of metal attatched to their teeth. Holy freakin crap. Hats off to you guys. The first three days were extremely painful. I wanted to smash my face against a wall repeatedly. Eating wasn't any better. I had to survive on mashed potatoes, not that I mind >u<. But now, it's much better. Sometimes I forget that I even have them xD

I've been spending most of my internet time on tumblr. So if you really want to get to me asap, message me on there. Let's be mutuals. Here's my url: crimsonartemis.tumblr.com Be prepared for Spn and Marvel's Civil War spam.

tl;dr
1. camera broken, can't upload scrapbook.
2. I owe some drawings.
3. Writing, maybe?
5. I have braces.
4. tumblr is way too much fun.

Til next time! See yah!  

Wow so yeah, I've been gone, trying to keep my tumblr running and I just came back to this big mess that is DA.  Ohkay, well, here is my month late tag. Learn some stuff about me. Enjoy!

tagged me in July, but was kind enough to mention me in the comments because the notifications weren't working properly so thank you guys!!!

Oh gawd here we go.:bademoticon:

The 13 Rules:

1. You have to post these rules.

2. Each person has to share 13 things about them.

3. Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will answer.

4. Choose 13 people (If you can).

5. Go to their page and inform them that they've been tagged.

6. Not something like, "You're tagged if you read that."

7. You have to legitimately tag 13 people.

8. You can't say that you don't do tags.

9. Tag-backs ARE allowed.

10. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry.

11. You have to finish within a week. If not; you'll have to do whatever the creator tells you to. Art, RP, etc.

12. Be creative with the title. No "I've been tagged" things.

13. Cussing IS allowed. (I would appreciate it if you don't though)

13 Facts About The Awesome Me

1. I'm really bad at constant communication, mostly because I'm scared of saying the wrong thing.
2. I just graduated and I'm staying home for community college.
3. As of recently, sea foam green has started to become my favorite color.
4. Six months ago, I cut my hair and donated it to cancer patients.
5. I sold my soul to Supernatural.
6. I forgot my password to my laptop login
7. I hated the ending to Naruto.
8. When I went to see Age of Ultron, my family and I were the only ones in the theater.
9. I cried when I went to SDCC this year.
10. Sometimes, I'll pick classical music over the crap they produce today.
11. I like to watch out for people. Last year, I was called the "band mom".
12. I'm pretty sure we have a visitor in our house. Stuff keeps randomly falling...
13. Gemini and proud:bademoticon: 
    

Questions:

1. What is your dream job?
    Oh gawd, this is really embarrassing . Ohkay so I tell everyone that I don't really know what I wanna do but for a while now, I've really wanted to become an actress . As a little girl, I've always wanted to be a singer but I'm pretty bad at it so I was just like, "ohkay nevermind". But watching all these movies and seeing all these amazing actors and actresses deliver their characters and emotions onscreen just gives me the chills. I'm like, "damn, I wanna do that". Plus who doesn't want to get paid to dress up??? I've been told I'm really good with words, so I have writing as my backup but if I had to choose just one thing, it'd be acting. _{I've said too much. Goodbye everyone.} 

2. Favorite band?
    Oh, that's tough. P!ATD and FOB will always be my first loves. I grew up listening to them and the All-American Rejects _{ha one of their songs just started playing xD}. HOWEVER, as of recently, I've been listening to Florence + The Machine one constant repeat. Here voice is just

3. Favorite passtime?
   Hey did I mention I like to sing despite being really bad at it? Also, I enjoy reading and cosplaying. Is that a surprise though?     Photography used to be a big thing for me too but for some reason, that kinda died out

4. The Hobbit or LOTR?
    Oh dear lord, don't kill me but I still haven't seen The Hobbit   so I'm gonna have to go with LOTR.

5. What is your favorite animal?
    I like lions >u< and narwhals  . _{I feel like I mentioned that already...hmm}

6. What’s your favorite book? (Or movie if you don’t read)
   I don't read as many books as I used to buuuuuuuut back in March, I started reading a book series. The first book is called If I Break by     the amazing Portia Moore. I've only read the first book and the other side book that is basically the first book but from a different point of   view. I thought the plot was really good but Lauren Brooks, the main character, is a bit of a ditzy airhead who needs to stand her     ground. Just saying.

7. Do you like scary stories?
    Oh yes . I used to read a lot of creepypastas but I stopped because my imagination just got the best of me ._. Scary movies, on the other hand, I would rather not watch .

8. What’s your favorite dog breed?
    HUSKY FTW:bademoticon: LOOK AT THIS MAJESTIC CREATURE!!! German Shepherd is a close second and a Red Border Collie is a close third.

9. Favorite fictional creature?
   Griffin, hands down They are majestic af, with their awesome wings and cute little lion tail >u<

10. Favorite childhood toy?
    Remember when we all had gameboys . Yeah, I miss those. I'd play Pokemon all the time. Also, my cousins and I used to play Monopoly all the time.

11. Favorite actor?
    JUST ONE??? Gawd, why you do this to me. I guess I'll have to go with my bae
    _{Hey, Leonardo Dicaprio deserves an Oscar}

12. Favorite artist?
    Again, JUST ONE??? Cause I have like a top 5 female artists, and top 5 male artists. Here you go, in no particular order. Florence Welch, Lana Del Rey, Lady Gaga , Halsey , Kelly Clarkson, Hozier, Brendon Urie (P!ATD), Patrick Stump (FOB), Justin Timberlake , Tyler Joseph (tøp)

13. Top 3 favorite Marvel characters?
    TOP 3?!?! You're killing me smalls. TT~TT Deadpool, Loki _{Let's be honest, everyone loves Loki,} and Bucky _{Hawt damn}
Tag! You're It~
Who have I not tagged in a while?
Because I love you ^u^
_{I'm only tagging one because I have a lot of tags to go through and I don't want to keep tagging the same people. But if you read this and you feel like doing it, then by all means, go ahead.}

Peace out 

I'M SO SORRY. I'M REALLY BAD OF KEEPING TRACK OF ALL MY TAGS. I HAVE 15 OTHER ONES TO DO AND I FORGET WHICH ONES I HAVE AND/OR HAVEN'T DONE Anyways, I've been tagged by the AMAZING

Rules:
1) Write down every letter in your name
2) Write down a song that pops into your head beginning with each letter.
#3 was striked. Because of reasons.

M-Monster by Imagine Dragons (I'm also a fan of Runaground's cover.) or by Skilletor by DotEXE
A-American by Lana Del Rey
R-Riot by Three Days Grace
I-In My Arms by Plumb
E-Empire Ants by Gorillaz
L-Let Go by Frou Frou
A-Already Over by RED

I tag:

This ought to be really easy for you :bademoticon:   _{SuperWhoLock haha} 

((Wow no Panic! At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Florence + The Machine, Thirty Seconds to Mars, Evanescence, or Daft Punk. Feels weird xD))

P.S. Picking just one song was really hard

Ohkay, so I was supposed to do this a while ago but I get distracted easily, so here we go >u< I got tagged 3 TIMES  4 TIMES OHMAHGAWD!!! _{Holy cheese balls!!!}

Rules:
1. You must post the rules. √
2. Each person must post 5 things about themselves in their journal. √
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and create five new questions for the people you tag to answer. √
4. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal. How 'bout no.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged them. (pfff I do what I want)
6. No tag backs  
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this" You legitimately have to tag 10 people.  


5 Things about me:
1. I'm the middle child  
2. I like having conversations with people and making friends here ^u^ 
3. I can't say no to cheesecake. 
4. Grammar is a really big thing for me. It's sort of a pet peeve so please don't get mad at me >_< I am not afraid to correct you >:]  
5. I sleep with two pillows, one for my head, the other for me to hug.   _{Don't touch my hugging pillow. It will be the end of you.  This is also why I no longer have an older sister}  

 'sQuestions
1. Favorite Band? Favorite song by that band?
That's a tough question, considering the fact that I love so many >u< BUT I guess if I had to pick one, it would have to be 30 Seconds to Mars. I love most of there songs and I can't have just 1 favorite. I'll give you three.
    This is War
    Closer to the Edge
    The Kill    

PANIC! AT THE BRENDON URIE DISCO
And fave song would be This is Gospel.  
2. Favorite superhero?
._. _{._. ._. O//U//O} Is that even a question?PSSSSSSSSHHHH   :bademoticon:   _squeak 
(I don't own that picture)
Does that answer your question?
3. How many pets do you have, if any?
4, 3, 2 dogs. Just two ;~; I lost two of my babies in the past year, one of them fairly recent. I don't like to talk about it much. Anyways, I have 2 Chihuahuas that (surprisingly) DON'T look like Chihuahuas. One of them is my "little" Albino named Ruby. The other is my sister's dog named Buddy. Yeah, fairly original name xD. One day, I'm gonna get a Siberian husky and name him Conner OuO Do birds and fish count? 1 bird, 2 fish.
Update: I got another baby. She's a scottie dog and she literally walked into our lives ^u^
4. How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?
A chuckload of wood...ha ha ha. But the real question is, why is the wood chuck chucking? 
5. Pretend like I asked you a really intense question, now answer it.
Distraction!


's Questions
1.  If you were on a deserted island with a magic tree that could provide only 3 foods, what would they be?
HA! That's easy. Pasta Alfredo, Cheesecake, and Nutella. Then I probably end up getting fat xD  But it's ohkay, cuz I can live off of my fat.
2.  What is your favourite time of year (season, holiday, etc.) and why?
I don't have a favorite holiday...or season.. Here in California it's hot year round but I've always wanted to visit any place with snow so I guess, Narnia during the winter.  P.S. Disneyland during Christmas time at night is SOOOOOO PRETTY!!!  
3.  What country would you least expect to visit in your lifetime?
Least? (North) Korea or Sealand. _{Pfff Sealand isn't even a country}. North Koreans don't really like anyone...
4.  What colour (or colour combination) makes you happy?
*GASP* I thought you'd never ask      and sometimes  
5.  What would normally be doing on a Tuesday, at 4 p.m.?
     or texting this girl->

's Questions
1. If you could paint your room whatever you like what colors and motives would you choose?
OHMAHGAWD I would paint my room my happy colors! (see question 4 above) Purple, blue, red and maybe even teal. I just really like those colors. If not, I would cover my wall with posters of my favorite fandom xD In my old, old house, I had a wall right next to my bed with absolutely nothing on it. I had finally convinced my mom to let me paint on the wall. I was going to put this on it:
Then we had to move so, I couldn't do it
(This picture also does not belong to me)
Then we had to move so, I couldn't do it

2. Do you wear glasses?
 Yeah. It get pretty annoying. I hate it because I get really bad tanning line >_< I'm always loosing my glasses too. Luckily, I also have contacts! and Awesome sunglasses.
3. What's your most favorite tv series?
O.O  Just realized I don't watch TV much anymore. I usually watch TV shows on Netflix. Some really good shows that I like to watch are Once Upon a Time, Switched at Birth, Supernatural, The Vampire Diaries, you know, the usual. <s>I really wanna watch Dr. Who and Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. </s> DOCTOR WHO IS FREAKIN AMAZING OHMAHGAWD AND SO IS SHERLOCK. :bademoticon:   _{Watch it. FREAKIN WATCH IT}
4. Do you like being hugged?
 Of course I do!  HUGS ARE MY SPECIALTY!  It also depends on the person.:bademoticon:  Like, if they give AWESOME hugs then YAS.  If my body rejects your hug, then I'm sorry.  Funny story, my depression got so bad last summer that the doctor prescribed me 3 hugs a day OuO. Sadly, no one ever gives me 3 hugs a day   :bademoticon: :bademoticon: 
My new favorite hug emote: 
5. What kind of app/website do you use to listen music? 
Usually my iPod  . I've given up on the radio stations poor music taste. That or Pandora. Or I get music from songfics. Or from Jade. We have music swaps sometimes ^u^ She has Awesome music taste! 

's Questions
1) What is your first memory?
:iconareyoufuckingkiddingmeplz: You expect me to remember stuff from over 17+ years ago?!?!?! Ohkay. Ugh... I remember once in Headstart, we had nap time. We would pull out these mats of all different colors and we had to bring our blankets. First we had snacks then we would sleep. I rememeber once I couldn't sleep at all (maybe because I eas feeling a bit of anxiety idk) ;3; HOWEVER, there was a sweet soothing song playing. I remember it clearly, it was Only Time by Enya. It took me 13 years to find that song! 13!!! Ever since then, it has I just remembered that ^^
2) Silver or Gold?
 Iron _Man. Jk Silver!!! because Gold is just so overused
3) What would your perfect outing be with a significant other?
 Oh I dunno. I've been out of the dating thing for a while and I've watched too many romantic comedies, but tbh I like museums and aquariums. I think it would be nice to just be together and admire history and/or nature. 
4) What is your favorite sweet or candy?
I like Milk Duds ^u^ or Reese's or Snickers. Basically chocolate with peanuts.
5) Any guilty pleasure songs?
Do you want a list?
6) As a kid, have you ever tried to fly? What were the results?
No cause I'm not stupid. However, I had a dream once where I could fly. I had to flap my wings so hard >_< my arms were tired.
7) Are there any words or phrases that really grate on your nerves?
"Good things come for those who wait." Yeah, my fist is just waiting to meet your face.
"It's never too late to..." Pffff yeah right. Would it be too late when I'm DYING?!?!?!" _{Sorry that outburst was totally uncalled for.}
8) Any accent you melt over?
:bademoticon: :bademoticon: :bademoticon: 
9) What's your MBTI type?
I am an ISFP.  Introvert: 44% :bademoticon: Sensing: 12%  Feeling: 25%  Perceiving: 25%
10) Who, in your opinion, makes the best James Bond? 
I feel like you asked me this already so I'm just gonna say the one with the hair and the face and the stuff ^u^

's SECOND Set of Questions
1) If I were to give you a million dollars, what would you do with it?
_{Band Merch. Band tickets. Buy a house. Travel the world. Cosplay. Buy Comic Con.} I would donate at least half to a charity for kids with cancer. Cool story, in 7th grade, I donated my hair to Wigs for Kids. It felt good  
Update: I donated my hair again last week. 
2) If you were in the zombie apocalypse, and you could NOT die of old age, how would you want to die? (One of the first infected? At the hands of someone else?  At your own hands? etc.)
FIRST OF ALL, I wouldn't want to die. It's a game of wits and survival. And if I did have to die, I would want it to be quick and painless. Probably by my best friend's hand. I wouldn't want to be infected because then there's the who changing process and that is just too much of a hassle. It's kinda gross too. I ain't about that life. Although chasing people does sound kinda fun xD WAIT! If my best friend kills me, she would be haunted by the fact that she killed me so maybe I'd want someone else to do it ._.
3) If you could hold one memory in your life forever, what would it be?
OOOOoooooh. That's a tough one. There are a handful of sweet memories I want to hold on to but there are many events I don't want to remember. Although it hasn't happened yet, I want remember meeting this girlie in person Now, if it was a memory of something that already happened, it would be the first time I went to Disnelyand >U<
4) Who is the most important person in your life?
Not counting celebrities and such, my little brother. I love that little bastard besides him being a pain in the  . I wouldn't trade him for the world. He is my motivation and he keeps me going. He is so sweet and I admire him for being so optimistic all the time. Just don't tell him that or he'll be full of himself. As if his ego wasn't large enough already.
5)Gotten into any new TV shows lately?
<s>I have marching band. No time for TV shows, sadly. _{I did watch half of the first episode of Attack on Titan though.} I still want to watch Dr. Who. I need to catch up on Once Upon a Time. *sigh* SO LITTLE TIME!</s> Doctor Who has wrecked me...and I am completely fine with it.:bademoticon:  
6) Favorite music genre?
 ALL OF THEM except country. Not a fan. Except for one song. Other than that, don't bother forcing me to listen to it. Bonus points if it makes me cry xD 
7) Did you ever have a tree house?
Unfortunately I wasn't like the cool kids in those TV shows and movies so no. However, I did have a tree and we had a swing on it. Does that count? I had to chop it down though. The roots were damaging the tree. Then we moved. It sucked. I liked that house.
Update: My father has agreed to build me a fort/treehouse this summer.
8) How would you describe yourself?
Honey you're asking the wrong person. I'm different, slightly overly emotional, a <s>bit of a </s>TOTAL nerd. I'm that person that makes people feel better about themselves. I like to make friends, although I can't do it as easily anymore because everyone is interested in twerking and all that ratchet groddy stuff. Ugh, teenage humans. I get along better with older people ^u^ mostly because they are more mature. I ain't got to mess around with childish people >_> 
9) Do you know how your parents chose your name?
Yes I do. My name was SUPPOSED TO BE Melissa. HOWEVER, my dumb butt of a father and sister said, "Oh hey, you should name her Mariela because it's a pretty name and I saw it in a commercial/TV show. " My mother was probably worn out _{and drugged} so she agreed to it. She didn't even bother giving me a middle name. Now, I cry myself to sleep because I'm not as special as my siblings. 
10) good Bye
BAIIIIIIIIIIIII :bademoticon:     :bademoticon:     

's Questions
1. Why you do dis? 
Because I love you ;~; Why don't you love me?!?!
2. What is your favorite thing about my icon? I've been getting a lot of feedback on that, so I've decided to keep it.
I saw the video a looooooong time ago .Everytime I see you icon, it make me laugh xD Also, who doesn't love Loki, I mean seriously?
3. I'm knocking at your door, what do you do?
*runs to the door* HELLO THERE  
4. It turns out I'm a zombified vampire-werewolf-thing of mass destruction. Now what? 
OH SHI-    Now I'm probably dead.
5. If a genie were to grant you three wishes for every year of your live, what would you wish for? (So, if you're three, three times three, nine wishes. I don't expect to read only nine answers, you're older than three.)
  51 wishes, let's go!
    1] I wish to be a kick ass cosplayer
    2] If there was a zombie apocalypse, make me immune
    3] I wish I was Iron Man
    4] I wish the Marvel universe existed
    5] I wish people wouldn't hate Loki so much
    6] I wish I could live next door to Tom Hiddleston
    7] I wish to be as awesome as Lana Del Rey
    8] I wish I was special
    9] I wish I had a nice body :\
    10] I wish I wouldn't hate myself
    11] I wish people would stop being fake
    12] I wish to end world hunger!
    13] I wish we could all live in harmony
    14] I wish I could inspire people
    15] I wish I had superpowers
    16] I wish I could eat whatever I wanted and NOT gain weight
    17] I wish I could be Todd Haberkorn's best friend. He is such a sweetheart.
    18] I wish I could high school
    19] I wish my laptop screen wasn't broken
    20] I wish I remembered my password
    21] I wish people were more humble
    22] I wish people wouldn't ignore me
    23] I wish I could leave a mark on this Earth before I leave
    24] I wish I was brave enough
    25] I wish I was free
    26] I wish I could sing
    27] I wish I had my own room
    28] I wish I had an iPhone...
    29] I wish I could eat solid food again
    30] I wish I could live in England for a while
    31] I wish that I could be like the cool kids..._hehe
    32] I wish I had a typewriter
    33] I wish I had my car back
    34] I wish I had more time
    35] I wish life wasn't so short
    36] I wish I had more courage
    37] I wish I wasn't so insecure
    38] I wish I had the power to heal
    39] I wish I could communicate easily
    40] I wish my eyes were blue
    41] I wish I was happy and bubbly again
    42] I wish the whole world was my friend
    43] I wish people weren't so stubborn
    44] I wish people were more compassionate
    45] I wish health disorders were taken more seriously
    46] I wish parents would understand that it's not "just a phase".
    47] I wish I had a house in every country and/or state
    48] I wish money wasn't so tight
    49] I wih cancer patients would have a second chance in life
    50] I wish I had spent my time more wisely
    51] I wish life was easier

6. Do you lean towards the romantic genre, or the sad? 
I'm not gonna lie, I am a hopeless romantic   but I am also all for sad feelsy stuff.  
7. Comedy, or drama? 
 Comedy. I have enough drama in my life.:bademoticon: 
8. What is one book you had to read for school that you absolutely hated (No, it cannot be a textbook)
Absolutely hated? I can't remember but I did not enjoy reading To Kill A Mockingbird. It was to long and didn't catch my interest fast enough. Sorry.
9. What is your favorite anime? 
At the moment, I am still finishing Hetalia . But I absolutely love Maid-sama  and Ouran High School Host Club. 
10. Do me a favor, and ask me some questions? I want to interact with errybody. Just do it in a note, please c: Thanks!
Yes ma'am  :bademoticon:    

FINALLY, MY QUESTIONS
1) What was your first Disney movie?
2) Any cosplays you do or wish you could do?
3) Did you get an extra hour in the ball pit?
4) If you could get rid of one fad today, what would it be and why?
5) Any people you admire/look up to?
6) I'm kinda hungry,any good recipes?
7) Has Senpai noticed you today?
8) WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?
9) Any embarrassing stories you want to get off your chest?
10) Would you rather have many friends but no money or no friends but be Tony Stark rich?

I tag:
_{I don't have friends TT~TT}